Behind me-dips eternity!!

Choice!  How simply we utter the word! Really, do you think this word is that simple?  Well, before you come to any conclusion let's figure out what we mean by "Choice"? What do you think about it? Is it something that you want to do with your own life? Or it is something that you select thinking about your family? Something by which could become successful Or something that has been chosen to satisfy your soul but there is no earthly success? Complex, isn't it? However, if you choose any of this option that is your choice, you want to answer back right? But how can you say something as your choice if you are dissatisfying others with that? "Choice" doesn't mean you have to be rude.Again, if you choose something for the sake of friends and family then how can it be called as your own? Again, if you choose something that makes your life easy how can that be called "choice" when there is mo struggle? Well, I personally thi

The last few months in the previous year have been so difficult for me. I mean I finished my MA only last year and the result came out in July and in between this time I always felt I am a student still. And this feeling didn't let come some unimaginable facts in front of me so far. Though I am very much pampered in the house and in each and every decision making my views always have been valued and most of the time my POV worked. Yet facts are facts. I have been very much egoistic when it comes to my self-respect and self -reliance. The day I joined the university , I decided that I will handle my own costs. Not like everything but at least this much that I don't have to ask parents now and then. At least this much that if I want something to do for them may be little I could. This much that whatever I do there will be left a space for me that I have done this or that by my own. Well, there was an opportunity to earn some pocket money by teaching little kids in a private ins

When I thought of opening a blog, it was just for cooking and recipes and nothing else. Then for some reason, things didn't work and I very casually tried to transform it into a travel log. I thought this time, maybe I will be serious about uploading some of my experiences simultaneously. But, my hand and heart went against me in a way that my writing style became awful. Now when I look back all those posts, I find it a piece of the personal diary. Lolz! I thought I will do something effective. Well, I won't do that mistake again. I will not post anything thinking I need to fill up the numbers.  Maybe it will be a notebook of everyday routine yet, this thing will be something I did by my choice. Wow 2017, you have already started making understand your worst student wisely. NOT BAD! KEEP DOING. I WILL DO GOOD THIS TIME IN SHA ALLAH.

I don't now what's so new in this new year. Not that I am excited too much. Yes, if it was few years before, I would have been excited. University days actually. Meeting my friends on new year eve,  sitting beside them and chatting continuously about the previous year what we did and what not always waved a new tune. Sometimes more than that. It felt like those gossipings planted a new life in each of us to live the latter.But now, when my study got finished, student anymore student anymore that hype is not the same. I feel like within these few years I have become more mature than the usual. I have become more practical. But this new year is giving me a positive vibe. I feel like there are so many things waiting, so many things will happen  and I will explore something   more  than ever. Whatever,  with nothing new my new year has began. I have already  stepped in. Its going good. Alhumdulillah.  I wish and pray that my family and near and dear ones stay in peace and find