Behind me-dips eternity!!

Hi, this is me. Its been long time I did not post anything. But it's the prime time where I should mention who am I. Me, Munira Ferdous, a very complex character than simple. Or sometimes more than simple or sometimes Very much childish. But I like me the way I am. As no one is flawless. But the most important thing is sometimes I really get confused about me. hahaha.. Funny, ain't that? I think more or less everyone feels the same. Okay , let's move onto another point. I love to talk. Seriously!! Sometimes my mom gets annoyed as I really bore her. She is the best friend of my life. I tell her everything possible. Shes the one, with whom I share my secret first and then friends. If she doesn't know any thing about me then no other people gets to know. I love to cook, I love to travel, I love to write to my hearts out but busyness really makes me helpless. And I hate busyness but can't help it.  Still I write, I write things that I feel. Sometimes I don't post ...

In my life i have taken a number of brave decisions just to fulfill the urge of passion. I won't say I was always right but most of the time wasn't wrong also. Sometimes you need to act like that to reach the goal. I'm from a quite conservative family. So taking decisions against parents' wish is not that easy. Though this things are easily possible for others but for me things are unimaginable. Anyways, let me share my happiness that came along with that very decision. While continuing graduation studies, I thought why not I do something productive so that I can manage my extra expenses. You know, you can't just knock your parents  all the time to fulfill your little little wishes. Atleast  to me it is irritating, I mean, if you want to go for shopping or buy some accessories for you or an exclusive shoe or else you have to ask your parents on this regard. But my question is why?? Why will you ask for those that you yourself can manage easily if you act little re...

Our life never remains constant. If this has to, then at first "time" is the thing we try to stop, try to hold. If it was possible then the way day and night comes one after another with a regular interval that would have been irregular. Time, which is one-way traffic so is life. Moving towards the front. You just cannot go back. It won't listen to you. But what I believe is, every one of us wants to go back may be for a certain period but we want. Why? Because the major portion of the past is beautiful. Because Past has those people who make us happy. Those people on whom our life is based. But we can't go back. That's the crude reality. But yes, one thing we can do is moving ahead. How? Holding that beautiful past as the meaning of life and ugly as our strength. This strength will prove that we can fight as we managed it in the past. And those meanings of life is the theme of our life. That encourages us, standing behind like a shadow. So we have to go ahead. ...

Life is always good when you have happy hours. There is a proverb also "Happy hours flies fast" Still we always cherish for those fast happy hours. Because it's only happiness that increases your confidence, nourishes your desire and makes you hungry to be happy. And yes, happiness or happy hour comes without notification and so suddenly that sometimes we really get puzzled about that real happenings. We celebrated Nikita's birthday today. Nikita- my lovey dovey friend , my best buddy. Me, Nikita and Zinia. Friendship is us, I believe. We are different as existence but so much alike. Responsible, trustworthy and of course reliable. So what happened was, it was our exam day and  fortunately (for us obviously ) and we were all tensed how would it go but in between that we were wishing her happy birthday and hugging her and remembering the previous one. Well, we all nailed it and was making fun, emotionally blackmailing her like "Dosto, won't you give us a tre...

I guess, no one  well may be 99.99% people do not remember university life or their pre-graduation life as a life of studying. Rather they remember it for the friends they have made, for the moments, they shared and for the experiences they gradually gathered while studying.In my life too, this phase is the most amazing part. What I did after getting admission here is- Surfing. I explored my new institution. It was our target to explore A-to-Z but our university is such a long  area that within a day covering the whole area is totally impossible. We were seven in number. From that day, a beautiful journey began. And it's going on.. It is still beautiful.

While I was writing about my connection with food, I just realized how boring it is to read or write on one topic again and again. Really! I myself get bored. So I thought, as I have got motivation, which was the most necessary thing, now I  should write about other things too.. Something that will be only for my satisfaction and also something informative, catchy and interesting. It's so good to write. It's so lovely thing to share feelings. 

Okay last time I said how my love for cooking and food got an introduction and today I will share an extended version of that way. Well, when we go ahead to nurture our hobbies, its not that easy to be successful all the time. Like, when i made my first dish, it was surprisingly perfect later on I was not perfect all the time. It is really difficult for a learner to get perfection on the first try. And every new dish is itself a new learning concept. New recipe means new experience. One must be careful while learning a new recipe. What happened in my case is, when my first dish got okay, I thought "Yes, I can deal with it" but when I went for making a new one realization happened. As I was as much careless about my second learning as careful about the first one. So what happened? It was a disaster. No salt, much spicy and under cooked. And I felt very bad. This is when I realized that success and failure both are necessary to go ahead. If I wasn't successful at the b...